Free Will

"Free Will", this Caught my imagination when i was watching the Movie "Bruce Almighty" recently,,, have watched the movie many a times earlier,,,but somewhere did not think much on that. This led me to think,,,does this have any relevance to my life, or rather to human life,, does Free Will exist in the world we live in,,,hmm Something to really ponder about....

When was the last time,, i made a Decision,,,or acted,,just basing on Free Will,,,without being influenced by the external Factors and worrying about the consequences,,,well i came close to a few,,,,but actually did not implement them. When i wonder , "why did not I ? " the answer seemed to be "because that would have been Foolish, devastating,,wrong" etc etc etc,,,,

This brings me to think,, is acting upon Freewill,, synonymous of being foolish and irresponsible,,,is Freewill the Synonym of being immaturely careless,,,this thought does not suit with me well,,, and i still ponder over this,,,something else prompts me, Free Will to be a higher state of thought, where in you have crossed the boundaries of the mortal world,,and are in a state to think beyond this,,,,Well Not sure, which of these two thoughts is an actual reflection of Free will

But something i was able to make out,, , is that it is not about just making a Decision, it is about making a decision such that you would not regret it,, well i still have conflicting thought even for this,, i better stop this,,, it leaves me a bit restless,, but the thoughts seems to be just coming,,,,

False Hope

"False Hope", heard it not once but twice from my good Friend regarding a context,,,but somehow this did not sound correct or rather apt. I always believed myself to be an eternal dealer in Hope,,donot exactly remember from where i actually picked up that phrase, but one thing which made me survive all these years, and in fact this world to move ahead is "Hope".

So when is it that this Hope becomes a False Hope,,,Can any one guess in the pretext itself ? if the Hope would never be full filled and hence would be a False Hope,, or is it that after moving ahead with that hope, that we face the difficulty and conclude that it is a False Hope ?

If it is the Former one,, then the whole concept of Hope doe snot rise, it would just be an un attempted Idea which was never given a chance to be tried, and therefore is not Hope in the first place itself, , on the contrary what if someone moves ahead with that Hope ? when does that Hope actually becomes a false Hope ? Does withdrawing in between reflect a defeat or does it reflect the smartness to leave and move ahead in life ???

These are the questions which confront me and so does with many people around ? and need to say, i did not actually think i would end this topic with these questions, still lingering in my mind.

The one who said that and the context told, is of prime importance to me and now i really wonder what is the way ahead for me. I have always been a trier and i believe i never lost hope in what i wanted. There was never the concept of "False Hope", there was either Hope or a No Hope. But something i felt i wanted, i pursued and achieved. It was always a belief that if one has an Hope and keeps his effort to the right effect, there could never be a NO hope or a False Hope. and I prefer believing that.

Everything is possible for the one who believes, and hence i believe there would never be a "False Hope " in my life. If ever thee is something i Hoped for and could not achieve i better term it as a Tried and Failed attempt, rather than not attempt in the assumption of it being a False Hope.

My resolve and the Third Dimension

Have Never been a guy who believed in having a resolution at the start of the year, but yes i did many a time postpone few things, to start of from the new year, more for the sake of Convenience, and to give leeway to my laziness. As always, i did not freeze upon having a resolution even for this year. There are a few things, which i plan to set straight this year, but lets not call them resolutions, as i believe that to be much above , what people causally make of.

But yeah, something occured to me on the Eve of New year i.e the last day of the Previous year. All through my life, there were few certain ways i approach a thing, as every have their own. Something like, if i do not like a thing, i either would Confront it, or move a way from it,,, but have observed that it actually leaves a sort of restlessness, which i wanted to escape, in the first place. This has been causing me a bit of trouble with few things at the workplace, as i could observe simply avoiding them, have not brought any good to me, in fact much more restlessness,,,So somewhere i flt,, why to avoid them,, or rather why to confront them,,,, why not i be there and make my presence felt,,,,this third angle sort of relieved me,,,,and gave a scope to try something new,,try to be a different me,

Well, not sure, how this new thing would work in my life,, all through i have been narrow enough to just give way for either Right or wrong ( as per my prejudice),, but solemn did i ever thought in a different way,, so with this new Resolve ( ummh not a resolution yet), i move ahead with my life in this year,,, to see, if this would add on that remaining bit i was awaiting to fullfill much of what i want to achieve...