The Reply

What  do you wait for ? what do you anticipate ?
Oh Heart ! what is it that you yearn for ?
Every passing moment makes you so restless !
Making the situation all the more hopeless,
Is all this anticipation just for a reply ?
but it isn’t just “Just” but much more than that,
It is a confirmation that the dear one is safe
an assurance that the  other one cares,
a continuance for further conversation,
a promise of companionship when you need one,
Alas ! all these feelings are futile,
unless the the dear ones considers them worthwhile
What do I do now ?
Do I continue in pain for the reply,i
or ignore everything and be in my own self ?
but withdrawing to self also seem to cause pain,

for i fail to find a place in self without her !